Marhaban Yaa Ramadhan :D

Hurraaaaaayyy!!!! tomorrow gonna be the first day of fasting, welcome Ramadhan :D Alhamdulillah, with Allah's Will, I could meet with Ramadhan again :) I would consider this my last ramadan, so I am getting serious about my worship to Allah this Ramadhan. Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim :) Happy Fasting Muslim & Muslimah :D

Wednesday

Today is Wednesday. Wednesday is english day for me and my boo. We both speak english a whole day. No matter how messy our english is. This is one of my ideas, I just want to have friends to speak english with. For improving my english skill. Well, my english isn't good yet. But I practice it via this blog hehe :p We're texting by english today. Well, we're Indonesian, i have no idea how jokes in english, so we have a little 'ha-ha' today. Sometime we're missunderstanding.. *Yawn* I'm kinda tired. see you soon :*

Astaghfirullahaladziiim...

Hai hai hai! yesterday I did my test in UNJ.. I had 60 Sciense Essays, 60 Basic Skills Essays and 60 Social Essays. Well I'm not confident with Science and Basic Skill, but I'm doing well in social.. I'm not sure, just pray to Allah for the best result. Today I'm having a little conversation with my buddy, Muhammad Bagus Himawan . He said, "If you think you're stupid. If you think people who do not enter the state university's stupid, it means a lot of stupid people in this world, including me!" Oh... really sorry for my words, I really don't mean to... But he's right. It's no matter where you're studying, just do the best and give yourself a reward by the achievment that you get. Brave to be yourself, by your own abilities! and soon, they'll see who you're. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahiim... I apologize for my mistake, for your servant's ungratefulness with the blessings that You give .. Astaghfirullahaladziim.....

He picked me up!

On Saturday, 14th July 2012 My Brother promised to me

to take and pick me out during the test in UNJ on Sunday. But....... on H-Day he cancelled his promise by reason he was 'kidnapped' by his friends. I really don't like his alibi! promise is promise. You'll broke someone's trust to you if you broken your promise! I felt down that day, didn't know what to do. So I texted my ex-senior in high school kak Restu , who is college in UNJ.. I asked his help to  take me to UNJ tomorrow. Alhamdulillah, he didn't mind to help me. On Sunday, I successfully touched the UNJ down! haha bla bla bla I passed the test until 2:30 PM. And then....... Suddenly I felt upset! I had no idea who will take me home that day. My Friend, Hamash called me and ask me if I had friend to take me home.. He told that He's really sorry can't help me because he just arrived at home that day. Ah, I had no one to take me home. Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim... I took my courage to take public transportation (busway) to go home. I got my busway ticket (alhamdulillah because of gubernatorial election campaign the ticket was free), and waiting for the bus come over. All of sudden my phone ringing and showed me these texts:

       


In hurry I run out of the halte and stand in front of Labschool building (beside UNJ). Wait for him... Ya Allah... What was he thinking?! I know he didn't know the route. I'm sure he took his courage for this. He volunteered his time to pick me up. Alhamdulillah, Thank You Allah, for sent me someone who cares and patient with. Alhamdulillah we were safe until home. Allah bless you, Him.... :)

Tomorrow gonna be Failed!

The more I grow old, the more things i think. What should I do when I'm 20? I once wrote a list about my dreams, 100 dreams.. I could't put it off until I'm ready.. Well, life.. ready or not ready, you must be ready. Ready is nothing if we didn't start it. Don't ever say "I promise, I'll do it after bla bla bla bla" but say "I am going to do it, NOW!" instead.
I have a test tomorrow, Independent Test of the new college student. I AM REALLY NOT READY for this, geez!  I didn't study or did some exercises.. just read an old exercise papers which I have no idea what is it talking about -____- I graduated from Science Major in high school. But tomorrow, I'm going to have a Social Major test.. God God God! I really have no idea for tomorrow :( Tomorrow gonna be Failed! But, if I fail this test.. I'll take  an Open University, which  only have Saturday and Sunday class. It's compatible for people who already have job. I'm working, but I leave for a months maybe. Just because the headmaster of the school, wants me to focus on my test and college. I should have a decision... now, not later or tomorrow.. bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim... wish Allah always give the Ridha.. amin..