Tomorrow gonna be Failed!

The more I grow old, the more things i think. What should I do when I'm 20? I once wrote a list about my dreams, 100 dreams.. I could't put it off until I'm ready.. Well, life.. ready or not ready, you must be ready. Ready is nothing if we didn't start it. Don't ever say "I promise, I'll do it after bla bla bla bla" but say "I am going to do it, NOW!" instead.
I have a test tomorrow, Independent Test of the new college student. I AM REALLY NOT READY for this, geez!  I didn't study or did some exercises.. just read an old exercise papers which I have no idea what is it talking about -____- I graduated from Science Major in high school. But tomorrow, I'm going to have a Social Major test.. God God God! I really have no idea for tomorrow :( Tomorrow gonna be Failed! But, if I fail this test.. I'll take  an Open University, which  only have Saturday and Sunday class. It's compatible for people who already have job. I'm working, but I leave for a months maybe. Just because the headmaster of the school, wants me to focus on my test and college. I should have a decision... now, not later or tomorrow.. bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim... wish Allah always give the Ridha.. amin..